Well my final is done and sent in to the drop box. I feel good about it, went through the check list and I am sure I have meet everything. Now, all I can do is wait for the grade.
This next week will be hard, going in and out of the grade book, waiting to see the final grade. I know they do not have to be posted until the end of unit 10, but I continue to look everyday.
I will continue to blog after this class is over, it has been fun. I have been able to unload some thoughts. I started keeping a journal after my separation 5 years ago, and it helped me to write down my emotional pain; some days were good and some days were just awful. It was better than emailing my friends and taking them on my emotional roller coaster. They were very supportive, but there comes a time when they say enough is enough, get on with your life. So the journal came in to play.
This blog was probably meant to be entirely about school, but seems I had way too much drama in my life for the past month that it was good to blog about it.
As for my continuing saga about my son, he is still in Dallas, he is still sober, and he is planning on staying to be there when his girlfriend gets out. She could get 2 to 20 for assault with a deadly weapon. He was able to finally visit her last week end and that was good for him to know she is alright and good for her to know he is waiting for her. My only hope for all of it is that he stay sober.
He says he loves her and will wait for her to be normal again. Get back on her meds, get some much needed counseling, and then their life can get back on track. I understand love, and if this is what he needs to keep him sober, then I am ok with that too.
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Hi Peggy,
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about wanting to live alone with your pet. My weird situation is that I am paying the mortgage on my own condo (upside down mortgage that it is). However, for the past two years I have been sharing it with my "ex" spouse! (G'Pa). He lives upstairs and I live downstairs. The initial agreement was he would do needed work like tiling my floors and then we put bamboo flooring upstairs and he did some remodeling in the kitchen. The months he does no work, I ask him to pay rent. I have grown more and more annoyed with putting up with some of his habits, reminding me of why I left him twenty years ago!!! I should not have to put up with him . . . but since my accident, I have been using his car. As soon as my lawsuit is settled and I can replace my car, I will get more aggressive about evicting him, so I can have my place back to myself with a guest room!
It has been great knowing you and having you in class. I wish you all the best in your new career and employment.
I could not imagine living with my "ex" spouse. We were married for twenty-five years, and separated for six, divorced for three years. I still carry a lot of hurt and anger. I just can't let it go.
ReplyDeleteThank you for with good wishes. I am sure that I will get a job soon. Isn't there something about the "law of averages", I have applied for well over 500 jobs in the past year,that something must break loose soon.